It's been a while.
Stuff has happened.
I admit that i know that putting it all down when i was going through it would have helped me cope, but..... I couldn't. I wasn't ready.
I don't even remember what my last post was about.
Ok so first things first.
My granny phased away.
It hurts to even type that. I really thought i was ready to talk about it, but it seems I'm not so I'm going to move on.
I will talk about how I'm coping.... I'm better. Rosie has helped. I don't have the luxury of falling apart like i really want to since she depends on me so. This is not to say I haven't had my moments. They're just not as severe. The medication helps too. I know that. I'm thankful.
Have I mentioned how amazing Rosie is?
We celebrated her first birthday early since her grandparents had a cruise scheduled on her actual birthday. They didn't do this on purpose. They planned it last year when we all thought she'd arrive on time-not early. I'll post stuff on her party another time.
I'm so proud of my kid. She's trying to walk. I really think she'd be walking now if she didn't over-think everything.
Bill and I are going paleo/paleo-like. Baby steps. I'll post more about it on the food blog.
Life is good.
I thank the Universe everyday for my life.
Sunday, September 16, 2012
It's been a while.
Sunday, June 17, 2012
I'm a terrible blogger to begin with because I simply don't have the attention span to be consistent our the creativity to be interesting. But I still do it since it helps me to get it all our there. If people read it, awesome. If they don't, it's cool.
So I'm typing this all out in my phone as my daughter quietly destroys a corner of my room. It works for now.
It's been so long since I've posted anything that I have no clue what I wrote about last. So here's a quick rundown our my life:
I'm no longer breastfeeding:
It's no secret that I have depression and other issues. My need to breastfeed Rosie made me willing to go off my meds for longer, but everyday was a balance between needing to breastfeed and my health. Which is one of the reasons I tried so hard to have a frozen supply. Once we realized that I needed to get back on the meds I stopped pumping and made an appointment.
Rosie has teeth!
took those suckers FOR EVER to break through, but they're finally out.
I'm taking a break from school:
So I failed a class. This means that the university of Phoenix pulled me out of classes until I can pay to retake the class. So.... That's in hold until I can get $1100.
there are things I'm sure I'm missing, but I just can't remember. Im happy. I like my work, I love my family, I'm good.
I do miss my mom and sisters like crazy. I hate that my granny hadn't meet Rosie. I don't know when we'll be able to remedy that.
Here's a pic if Rosie getting into something she shouldn't be getting into:
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Why is time going by so fast!??!
Well, Rosie is now holding her bottle like a pro. She can drink out of a sippy cup and feed herself.
She's not quite crawling, but it's only a matter of time.
She's saying "dada" now. Though we're convinced that her first word was "hi"
She can give kisses and they are the sweetest thing you have ever seen!
All in all this little girl is amazing.
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
I chopped the fruit into a small dice and stored it into the ice cube trays. The fruit's natural juices will help the pieces freeze & bond to each other.